This is my entry for
the Wales Contemporary/Cymru Gyfoes open exhibition. The exhibition
has been delayed from earlier in the year by COVID, but is going
ahead in the autumn and early next year. The theme is “Inspired by
Wales”. I’d got a number of ideas in my head, but I wasn’t
convinced by them. I wanted something that was the Wales I grew up
in, or rather the Wales that was in my head at that time.
There’s an animism
at the back of Welshness. As if the very stones are possessed of
life. A Maenir (standing stone) watches over a field near where I
grew up. It was one of the stations of a local history field trip
when I was at primary school. I’m sure it’s not as monstrous big
as my 9-year-old self remembers it. But it’s big enough.
Local legend had it
that once a year at Christmas time, the stone got up and walked the
couple of miles to the sea for a drink. Maybe a relic of the old
animism that planted it there.
So here she is,
feeling thirsty, sat among the fading attempts to overwrite her
existence. No doubt she had sisters, but they’ve gone now, along
with the monks and miners, the fortresses and foundries.
Welsh culture always
seemed predominantly verbal. It speaks and sings its place in the
world. So my Maenir’s environment is a verbal one, a ruined castle
made of words. The past and present of the little world I grew up in.
All past now. But the Maenir still stands.
I wanted the word
“Maenir”, too. But I wanted it to be typographically different
from the background text, not just a different colour. The letters I
used are from the Bodvoc stone, a late Roman memorial stone that was
discovered at Margam, not far from this Maenir.
I think the medium
of woodcut lends itself to the subject matter. The texture, the
recalcitrant material, the whole execution felt more… primitive.
Though of course we know it’s not.